What the Heck is going on?

OMG I so don't even know what to do
GRRRRRRRRRRRR
I duhno what guys see in me I don't know if its even Me or if its like just cuz they think i'm hott or whatever but I don't get it I screwed things over Bad with Mark
my friend Rory is leaving for the marienes in like a month and i don't want him to leave on a bad note with me or Kevin and so that my excuse not to hook up with Kevin even though Devin thinks were going out and ya know what devin if your reading this Sorry anyway I AM the biggest B*t*h and 1/2 I don't really have any friends or I do and they are all too busy I just need to take a week off and I will I'm going to shakesphere tomorrow untill Sun morning then I'm getting my wisdom teeth pulled out on Monday and daddy gets to get me movies and ice cream and stayu with me for at LEAST 6 hours after that cuz the doctor peoson said so so I ghet to take a week off even though i'm gonna be UGLY cuz I'll have Fat hampster cheecks and I don't want anyone too see except my good GIRL friends so were gonna watch sappy love story movies at my house so if your one of my GIRL friends reading this then call me and come over i'll be completely and totally out of it so ANYTHING I say to say ANYONE like over the phone or whatever then PELASE do NOT take me serious cuz I will be completely druged up so okay ANYWAY I guess the bells gonna ring and i g2g2 bowling and hang later call me people okay UI love you guys and thanx for listening please write comments if you have ANY advice cuz I need it and honestly if tya'll knew the WHOLE story then you would probably think I needed to be put into a mental hospital but that just my idea let me know thanx guys and I'll tell ya'll abotu shakesphere when I get back ~EMZ~