I HAVE!

k I have considered devin.....what i'm gonna do about him and everything else......again and again and again its best if were friends.....bestfriends considering all the reasons and how much he DOES mean to me I CAN NOT loose him as a friend! which is something i'm afraid of whenever christine is around.....I hate the thought of playing with his head because I don't want to hurt him I want him to be happy so if that means him and me not talking anymore because of what people seem to think I do to him well I guess that may have to be how it is even though that would SUCK beyond all reason if he wants some other girl who can't stand me around and he chooses her over me well i'll be sad just don't send me some Hate letter ..you know like that one I got from Paul huh well I'll show it in a Minute like in the next blog along with what I wrote back in BOLD anyway Devin is everything to me like I said before.......if i'm anything but his friend right now like i mean more it could kill things for later I've tried things with him before and i loved it but being friends I think is just better if you dissagree let me know...... COMMENT do it, ......PLEASE it helps maybe if its just giving me ideas to talk about in my blogs..
IU can't loose Devin and if things didn't go over well if say we went out again then I think I would loose him and i can't...and well if you don't understand that then I'll try to personally explain it to you Later email me hey I know how about with a name cuz i'm better in person then in writing and sice I know NO one except my friends look at this then call me if ya don't remember my number its 222-9390 ~EMZ~