LeTtEr To A fRiEnD!

you need to chill out just a little bit....I'm screwing my life over too I mean i've kissed 22 guys in the Past year and 1/2 its Bad but its fun so I do what I can and I suck up to my Parents as much as I can like yesterday I wrote my dad an email just to say I love you and the rest of the day we the whole Family was Way cool....we actually had a family night......my daddy isn't too Happy with shade( jeremy) but neither am I I was Fine with the Name and even the nail polish and I was being okay with the Gotee but the Hair just kills me....anyways your perents liked you when you weer with me why not just came hang with me I know you have your friends now and i have mine but lets chill AIGHT like i mean its not a choice okaY......when I stole my cousins car over the summer my parents didn't trust me for the longest time but now were all cool and its better this way....cuz then I can do what I want when I want and NO questions asked or else they just don't know about it besides the story of when I snuck out....I can do it again even though I tripped out the first time my dad sleeps with ear plugs in so I'm okaY hey life isn't ALl good I just learned that just as soon as your screw up once Fix it and Make ammends cuz if you don't then everyones mad and it all SUCKS like i was Late coming home so I had to come home early from the Dance we comprimised and my group got to stay and watch a movie and leave at midnight so were all cool but other then Family life is NOT fun that Guy BEN you read about well I thought whT Danny was saying last night was that they didn't ever want to see us again cuz they're 21 and bens 23 but I was just Caught off Gaurd we just won't break the law...like Cerfew and stuff anyway if you wanna know some other stuff going on go to http://www.lifeoftheblonde.blogspot.com/ that's my personal web page adn its just different stories that have been happening and what all goes through my life...sorta my place to go and Vent to whoever wants to listen I get alot of stuff off my chest that way and I always feel better afterwards I'll probbaly put this letter on there cuz its mostly Me ya know but i hope your get something from this if not you know how to reach me i'm beter talking in person then in weriting cuz I sound so smart in person and so ...NOT smart not in person..no wait I mean on Paper.....anyway I love you talk to you Later